And I don't know how to make lemonade out of them.
First things first - baby update!
Izzy is doing great! She is starting to coo more and she is tracking objects with her eyes now. It's so fascinating to watch her grow a little more each day.

Down to business.
I had a little money setback today. I had to go to the eye doctor for a checkup (haven't had one in 2 years) and I found out my insurance really sucks. I had to pay $300 today and another $300 is due next week when I pick up my glasses. Now we have MAYBE $100 left in the bank. I still have the hospital bill to pay from Isabella's birth, electric bill is coming up (shouldn't be but around 50 or so), Brett still owes Alltel like $400, I NEED to get car insurance back on the cars and other small little bills. I don't know what to do. I need an extra source of income but don't know where to get it. I'm not asking anyone for charity so please don't offer. I just need to vent a little. I don't want Brett to go back to work full time just yet; He could get a part time job I suppose but not until he goes back to the doctor and gets back on his medicine - which has to wait a little bit until we can afford it.
On the bright side I get 1% raise effective July 19. Also the company I work for gives out bonuses if certain goals have been met from the previous year. There are 5 goals, each one worth $100; we already missed one goal so the max I COULD get is $400. Any little bit will be helpful. What makes me mad about the whole thing though is that someone with the same job as me in a city 2hrs away - still within the same company - makes more per hour than I do. It really sucks and there is nothing that will be done about it.

Oh yeah - I can't even drink our tap water. The town has been issued a boil water notice because the bacteria levels are too high. They can't even confirm who is affected! There is apparantly a fault in the lines somewhere where a lot of surface water is making it's way into the water system. *SIGH* another thing to worry about - buying jugs of water


Well I guess I'm done complaining.... so goes life.